eyes

I never see myself in those pair of eyes.

So similar, yet so different.

Desperation, sadness, tiredness.
Like a black hole,
sucking in everything possible.
Including me.

Looking in a mirror, asking myself whether this is worth it.
With hesitation, a bitter smile was all I saw.

Could not stop myself from jumping into the pool of poison.
Then simply let me drag you down to hell with me.