here.
I could have,
just lied to myself,
and pretend to live happily ever after.
Why I picked the harsh way?
Probably because,
I am just too tired of telling myself,
this is the life I want.
I hate here.
I hate everything here.
It only brings up memories that I don't want to face.
I am jealous.
I really am.
of those, who get what I truly wanted deep from my soul.
and, sigh.
just lied to myself,
and pretend to live happily ever after.
Why I picked the harsh way?
Probably because,
I am just too tired of telling myself,
this is the life I want.
I hate here.
I hate everything here.
It only brings up memories that I don't want to face.
I am jealous.
I really am.
of those, who get what I truly wanted deep from my soul.
and, sigh.
When one day, I am really tired of this.
I guess, I will leave.
I guess, I will leave.
posted by 翼 at
12:34 am
3 Comments:
before u wanted it to be like this... and this minute u rather not... maybe the next minute u think this might be better off... whatever doh ho la ... ng ho think too much about it and enjoy what life is... the good of it ... the shit of it ... and last of all SMILE... its FREE
i dun want to be here too...
i m so mess up rite now...
dunno who to talk to...
check out my xanga...
Life has its up and downs nothing more. If there was no bad days, we would never know what a good day is. Not all people that smile are truly happy and not all people that seem to be sad are not sad at all. My days have been good and not so good, yet I love the opportunity to at least no the difference.
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