Monday, September 27, 2010

birthday

thanks.
i had an amazing day.
being 23, and first time in Disney.
it might not be great, but i had a lot fun.

just as magical as it seems.
like a child at last.

i can't ask for more for this birthday.


thank you. <3

Saturday, September 25, 2010

out of range 18-22

thanks everyone <3
I had an awesome birthday.

One of the best birthdays I had in the past few years.
<3 my family <3<3<3<3



<3

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

life

影子。

「一出街 能重遇你不禁心中暗喜
一轉身 為何又有一個分身的你
這裡有你 那裡有你 每個途人 亦似足從前的你

彷彿將 藏在下意識中黑盒揭起
鎖起的 舊愛記億集體傾巢逃離
四百個你 八百個你 企滿行人路裡 步步露殺機」



so tired.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

of da day

Fun fact of the day:

Mum plans to buy us Feiyue shoes from SH.
So she called Brian and ask him to show me a photo of the shoes she saw.
Ended up with Brian calling mum along with me, having a 3-way conversation:

"Mum we want something plain." I said.
"Hmhm.. hows the one on the photo?" Mum said, "The sales which is a 23 year old girl said she likes it a lot."
"...No mum, that's like a 16 year old, high school style shoes..."
" No.. that's elementry style please." Brian added.
"...Then what do you guys want?" Mum asked again.
"Something plain, like with 2 colours only maybe?" I said while looking at the photo. It shows a pair of black shoes, with colourful circles along the grommet.
Mum waited for awhile, probably looking around in the store and said, "What about black and white? Plain enough?"
"Sure!" Brian and I agreed at the same time....
"Black and white blocks type of shoes are good right?"
Awkard paused for 5 seconds, and I was like, "NO mum, something PLAIN please."
"How about red shoes??" She asked again.
Brian brusted out laughing and was like, "something PLAIN, something oridinary.."

This weird conversation went on for a little bit.
"....you guys are boring!" Mum concluded at the end of the conversation.

Now let's wait for few more days and see what's my mum's definition of plain and oridinary.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

things

Not enough time.
Suddenly realize that there's a lot of stuff I want to try, I want to learn, I want to experience.
And the problem is,
I don't have much time for all these.

List of stuff I want to do / learn / try / experience / whatever it is:
  • Wine tasting course
  • Bar Tender course
  • Bunjee jump
  • Jazz (I am really considering this... sigh@time)
  • Master in either mangement / Bcem
  • 2-3 weeks traveling in Europe
  • CFA (only if I am really considering switching my career type lol)
  • X-Japan concert (ok I admit probably not in the short run sigh)
  • Driving Liscience (it's about time. lol)
  • etc... (so much more too sigh... = =)

And all these requires MONEY.
Fail huh? Time is money, and I need time AND money,
which means I need Money^2!

Now, List of stuff I want to get:

  • Apartment (In HK or Ca, whichever works lol)
  • New cell phone (I seriously need a cell phone with data plan now lol)
  • New laptop / desktop
  • Winter clothing (went window shopping last week.. make me wanna spend = =)
  • desk lamp (my eyes are getting worse...)
  • Last Live DVD

And there's only one thing I want to do right now.
And I know, it is the last thing I would do.

lack of sleep max.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

sometimes i wish too

It is only the first week of school, and I am almost dying.
Totally lack of sleep, and not to mention I havent done much housework..
(Mum's out of town)

Most of the stuff don't seem too hard,
but it seems like there're a lot of random details in one lecture.
Of course, that depends on the who's teaching the lesson....


I was listening to a song on the way home.
Somehow I felt like crying.


What he said, is true.
Except, I am just too scared.
And if that day actually come, I will run away from it.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

1st day

1. 100 samples is overrated.
2. work work work work work work work work work then skool skool is killing.
3. QIAgility i hate you so much. you fail.
4. I have difficulties listening in class:
- "Gayed" potential = "Graded potential"
- "Wo-cage"-gated channels = "Voltage-gated channels"
etc.
5. Bilingual lecture? wtf@chinese?
6. proved that: school = coffee + stomachache
7. made coffee @ 2pm, chucked @ 445pm = gross + stomachache max
8. i am so tired, yet satisfied.
9. <3 my silent nights alone.
10. at least, I still have emotions.
until one day I stop getting annoyed or mad, that's the last of everything.



eating makes stomache feels even worse.
I miss school so much actually.
it's tiring, but i am enjoying it so much.
my first day of school after graduation from university.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

life

nothing left to be said.

aka, I just don't care anymore


smile hey?

Friday, September 10, 2010

afterall

was, is, and will be.

my everything.


defines who i was, who i am, and who i will be.



maybe, afterall, this is what i want.

Monday, September 06, 2010

X Japan - (2009.05.03) Violin & Piano solo + Kurenai (紅)

....Yoshiki piano 同 Sugizo violin... 我已經repeat左2日....=口=
還是live好看唷...

雖然早知X-Japan DVD極貴價而日本正版難找... 不過也不用這樣子難找吧...
不是真的逼我買complete II..... 差不多3千... 鳴鳴鳴... = =

我只想要Last Live... 或者是叫我等world tour完了之後買complete last live再版....

還是很想去看live><

X Japan - Longing (Last Live)

can't you feel my heart.. falling through the rain.

Thursday, September 02, 2010

heartbeat

一次又一次的心動,
感受到了自己的心跳,才醒起這是生存的意義。

是執著,是努力,是堅持,是追求。

好像被狠狠的打了一巴掌。

awake from this dream of reality.

a book, a song, a person.


yoshiki.