you think who i am, and i am who i think i am

1. facebook
2. music
3. movies
4. animates
5. ppstream
6. games

so all is left is books.
oh, i mean some books only.

living in a self-built prison.

all i saw was, lips moving, eyes staring,
yet i cannot hear anything.

tic-tac

it's like a little time bomb to me.
no clue when will it trigger.
tic-tac-tic-tac tic-tac.

minor little things in life can lead to a forest fire.
a tv commercial , a phrase that I heard by accident on the street, a short poem that I read online, a stranger that I randomly saw on MTR, dead silence in the middle of the night, random stuff I saw when I walk on the street...
almost, anything.
tic-tac tic-tac tic-tac.

i really need some good sleep.
a dreamless sleep.
a sleep without random zombie-fighting actions
a sleep without crossover scenes from Calgary and HK.
a sleep without tears dropping off my cheek
a sleep without stressful pressure from exam
a sleep without the urge of breaking down
a sleep without that pair of eyes staring at me in the dark.
a sleep without... hopeless feeling drowning me.

tic-tac tic-tac tic-tac.

i am sick of getting myself sick.

tic-tac tic-tac tic-tac.

the desire to destory.

the urge to collapse.

啦啦啦

心有太多說話想說。

到了某個年齡，就會有太多事要顧慮，沒法如小時候一樣任性。
我只想活得快樂，原來也很困難。

沒法把那種情緒輕輕安撫好。

所以，還是把自己弄累，腦海不能思考，
這樣子才能走過每一天。

捉緊，之後，拋開。
之後，作回自己，輕鬆快樂。

toystory3

Toy Story3:

1. My english was terrible, and now it's just even worse. I got the habit of reading the subtitles now. Sigh... Cannot be saved.

2. It reminds me a lot of stuff. Much better than what I've expected.

3. Barbie and Ken. Awesome, too awesome one might say xDDD

4. I really like how they end the movie. I guess afterall, that's how life works too.

5. Spanish!! Dance dance and DANCE!!!



P.S. CONGRATS to ISSAC = ) Cheers!

Sometimes, I really don't think there's too much of a reason.
It is, then it is.
And that's about it.

一定

心，錐心之痛。
親手刻下去的，那才是痛苦的來源。


我從來不認為自己會幸福的。
因為，我從來不相信幸福二字。
更何況，是這樣子的我。

「人生能有幾次的可惜　

我想我的眼睛已洩了底

夜深人靜　忽然想起　一定要幸福

當時的約定 沒忘記」

片刻

總是，突如期來，總是沒有半點預兆。
那片刻呆滯，腦海已閃過無數片段。

某夜大草原上的星空、七彩耀目的近距離煙火、天上輕飄的風箏、好吃到不得了的生蠔大餐、甜甜的朱古力曲奇、某個寒冷的早上的日出、閃爍晚空的流星、白茫茫一片的街道、不能言語的漆黑夜境、血紅色的葡萄酒、既冷漠又熱情的眼神、一朵粉紅色的百合淚、流下的眼淚、ST basement的晚上、風和日麗的藍色天空......

之後，卻醒覺，
現實是很殘酷的。

呆著，輕輕吸了口氣，狠狠的吐出來，
希望把心內那點點失望、哀怨、心酸，
連同那一口氣吐出體外。

那一秒呆滯，那一秒思緒，那一秒閃爍....

醒來，發覺一切都只不過是場夢。
短短一秒，也太久了吧。

不

絲絲冷意直抵心頭。

輕輕嘆了口氣，望向遠方的天空，
之後，還是繼續嘆息。

「或許此生不會懂」..
耳邊傳來輕柔的歌聲，心突如其來的震顫起來。
或許，到了最後，我還是不懂。

只是不甘心向命運低頭。

inner self

忘記了再上次失眠及沒胃口是什麼時候。

彷彿將 藏在下意識中黑盒揭起