typing is a way to release stress

when you get home,
all you hear is complaining, shouting and whining.
you would honestly want to leave the house again.

it's not me asking you to do all these stuff, but you decided to do it yourself.
not like when I am not here, you wouldn't do any of those.
then, why put all the blame on me?

you are tired, you don't feel well, then leave it till tomorrow.
it's just you can't stand it, and you force yourself to do it.
that's your problem, not mine.
not like I won't do it,
it's just whenever I do anything,
you will just complain I did a terrible job.

whatever I do, you are never satisfy about it.
never, and I mean never.
If I have done something you want, it's my responsibility to begin with.
If I have done something you don't like, then it's my fault.

stupid double standard?
like honestly, how the hell would I know you didn't throw away the leftover of the chinese medicine before you left to SH?
and why would I want to go check every single thing in the kitchen and make sure they are clean?

Doesn't it sound really retarded?
I do something you are looking for, I get shouted at.
I don't do anything, I still get shouted at.
then why bother?

Yes I am just extremely annoyed.
and that's why I am typing this blog out.

fuck this life.